My head’s filled with so many things and there’s only one way to get out of it.. Biking! Going out and that’s what I did today. I went out and forgot about the world.
Not thinking about the end of the school year that is getting nearer and that I don’t have a job next year. All the administration that I still have to do. All the applications I’ve already sent. The invitations for interviews, but also the rejections I got. The people who get stuck in your head, all the time you just can’t stop thinking about them. All these things make me restless. Make me feel that my head’s full. That there’s just to much stuff going on. That I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I get restless and I just – can’t – get – out – of my head.
What to do, than go out on your bike. Just concentrate on the track in front of you. There is nothing just you, your bike and the track. And the adrenaline kick. I feel good. And I forgot about the world, even if it is just for one moment.